Emily (rottencreampuff) wrote in camelot_drabble,
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This Isn't How I'm Supposed To Be

Author: rottencreampuff
Title: This Isn't How I'm Supposed To Be
Rating: PG
Pairing/s: Merlin/Arthur
Character/s: Arthur, Morgana, Merlin
Summary: Arthur finds that he has a new crush
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1,210
Prompt: Stubborn
Author's Notes: Haven't written in more than a week! Not the best thing to do. I hope you guys enjoy this~ Thanks so much to witty_teacup for being my beta :)



Instant Message: Pen_Dragon23 and QueenLefay
Monday 2/03/14, 8:11 pm
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Pen_Dragon23: I think I'm gay
QueenLefay: oh, do you? this isn't another false warning, is it?
Pen_Dragon23: I'm sure this is for real...ah, fuck
QueenLefay: elaborate
Pen_Dragon23: There's this guy...
QueenLefay: do you want to fuck him?
Pen_Dragon23: No!
Pen_Dragon23 is typing...
Pen_Dragon23: I mean, yes? Maybe?? I don't know!
Pen_Dragon23: I just saw him and...god, he's perfect
QueenLefay: and does this mysterious perfect man go to our school?
Pen_Dragon23: Yes
QueenLefay: who is he?
Pen_Dragon23 is typing...
Pen_Dragon23: The new kid who everyone is talking about—I have math AND history with him
QueenLefay: do you know his name?
QueenLefay: i think i know who you're talking about
Pen_Dragon23: No, I don't even know his name...
Pen_Dragon23: I just want to get to know him better and be his friend and...maybe fall in love with him
Pen_Dragon23: Shit, this can't be happening! This isn't who I'm supposed to be—ah, what will my father say about this??
Pen_Dragon23: Morgana, are you there?
QueenLefay: of course im here arthur! i just had to do some chores.
Pen_Dragon23: Okay
Pen_Dragon23: What should I do?
QueenLefay: talk to him, of course! he probably wants to be your friend, too.
QueenLefay: by the way, his name is merlin.
Pen_Dragon23: Really?
QueenLefay: yep.
QueenLefay is typing...
QueenLefay: i have to go and start my homework. i'll talk to you later, and talk to merlin!!!
Pen_Dragon23: Okay, bye
Pen_Dragon23: But it's 9! No wonder you complain about lack of sleep
Pen_Dragon23: Whatever
-QueenLefay is offline


Instant Message: Pen_Dragon23 and QueenLefay
Wednesday, 2/06/14, 5:20 pm
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QueenLefay: have you talked to him yet?
Pen_Dragon23: YES!!!
QueenLefay: oooh.
QueenLefay: what's he like?
Pen_Dragon23: He's fucking adorable
QueenLefay: what'd you say?
Pen_Dragon23: We're doing a project in history and I came up to him and told him that we'd be partners
QueenLefay: omg arthur that's not how you do things
Pen_Dragon23: It's too late now, anyways.
Pen_Dragon23: Hell. Morgana, I bet I acted so terribly around him
Pen_Dragon23: I was so nervous
Pen_Dragon23: Fuck
Pen_Dragon23: What if he doesn't like me? What if Merlin just wants me to be as far away from him as possible when we finish this history project?
QueenLefay: calm down, arthur. merlin is probably secretly freaking out about you, too.
Pen_Dragon23: I doubt it
QueenLefay: so you're a gay man now?
Pen_Dragon23: …Maybe. But maybe I'm bisexual. I'm just not straight
QueenLefay: cool. now I can coo over boys with you.
Pen_Dragon23: Come on, now. I don't do that sort of thing. Merlin's like...I don't know. An exception? Fuck. I don't even know
QueenLefay is typing...
QueenLefay: why don't you just go ahead and ask merlin out on a date?
Pen_Dragon23: No! I don't stand a chance
Pen_Dragon23: He's pretty great friends with Guinevere. I see him walking down the halls with her all the time
QueenLefay: do it anyways. you're in a project with him, right? ask him for his instant message username in order to stay in touch about the project.
QueenLefay: then you'll be able to talk to merlin without being nervous because you wont be looking at him.
Pen_Dragon23: Oh, okay
Pen_Dragon23: If anything, I'll be able to talk to him more
Pen_Dragon23: Mom wants me to get some ice cream for her before we all watch Frozen, so I'll talk to you later
QueenLefay: bye!
-Pen_Dragon23 is offline


Instant Message: Pen_Dragon23 and QueenLefay
Friday, 2/07/14, 3:15 pm
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Pen_Dragon23: Morgana, I got Merlin's username
Pen_Dragon23: This is so great
-QueenLefay is unavailable to talk to at the moment. These messages will be sent when she is online.



Instant Message: Pen_Dragon23 and QueenLefay
Wednesday, 2/12/14, 7:46 pm
- - - - - - -
QueenLefay: helloooo.
Pen_Dragon23: Hey
QueenLefay: what's going on?
Pen_Dragon23: I'm typing up an essay for English class and talking to you and Merlin
QueenLefay: nice. how are things going?
Pen_Dragon23: Uneventful. We've just been working on a project but I found out that Merlin only has a mother and also a brother in middle school named Mordred
Pen_Dragon23: Shit, I don't think I'll ever be able to get over him, Morgana
QueenLefay: then ask him out on a date like i said last week.
QueenLefay: ooh, ask him to go on valentines day!
QueenLefay: it'll be so romantic.
QueenLefay: and this year valentines day is on a friday so you dont have to worry about having to take him home too early.
Pen_Dragon23: Morgana, I'm not doing that
QueenLefay: why? are you too nervous? you two would be perfect for each other.
QueenLefay: i don't know merlin well at all, but i'm sure you know him better. the way you talk about merlin just makes it seem like you two would hit it off really well. at least give it a try.
Pen_Dragon23: I can't. He's probably only interested in girls, anyways
QueenLefay: you will never know unless you try. besides, merlin should only be flattered that someone like you fancies him.
Pen_Dragon23: We bicker a lot, too
Pen_Dragon23: What the hell. He probably thinks I'm a jerk
QueenLefay: arthur. you are a fantastic person, even though you can be a bit hard headed sometimes. i've known you since elementary school, and the fact that i am still your friend now should show you how greatly i think of you.
QueenLefay: merlin seems like a great person, too. give it a shot, and see what happens. if he doesn't like you back, then you two will still either be friends, or you just won't talk again in class.
QueenLefay: what's the worse that can happen?
Pen_Dragon23: The worst that can happen is that he wont talk to me again in class
QueenLefay: oh.
Pen_Dragon23: Oh fuck, I'll go ahead and ask him. I'll only have to suffer a few more months in class if he says no
QueenLefay: that's my boy.




Instant Message: Pen_Dragon23 and Kilgharrah-Says
Wednesday, 2/12/14, 8:01 pm
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Kilgharrah-Says: What is it, Arthur?
Pen_Dragon23: Are you busy on Friday night?
Kilgharrah-Says: Surprisingly, I'm not. We finally finished unpacking all of our boxes.
Pen_Dragon23: It's about time
Kilgharrah-Says: Why did you ask?
Pen_Dragon23 is typing...
Pen_Dragon23: I was wondering if you would maybe want to go to the local ice skating rink on Friday and then hang out afterwards
Pen_Dragon23: As in, would you like to go on a date with me?
Pen_Dragon23: Am I even asking you this correctly?
Pen_Dragon23: Fuck, I haven't asked a guy out before...
Pen_Dragon23: I just think that you're a really great person, Merlin, and I want to get to know you better


Instant Message: Pen_Dragon23 and QueenLefay
Wednesday, 2/12/14, 8:05 pm
- - - - - - -
Pen_Dragon23: Morgana I just asked Merlin out
QueenLefay: has he said anything back yet?
Pen_Dragon23: No
Pen_Dragon23: I'm starting to regret everything I've said now
QueenLefay: just wait for a reply.



Instant Message: Pen_Dragon23 and Kilgharrah-Says
Wednesday, 2/12/14, 8:08 pm
- - - - - - -
Kilgharrah-Says: Sounds like a great idea :)
Kilgharrah-Says: I never knew we had an ice skating rink.
Tags: *c:rottencreampuff, c:arthur, c:merlin, c:morgana, pt 093:stubborn, rating:pg, type:drabble
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